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Title: Fate of the World
Characters: Ten II, Jackie
Rating: All
Beta: Thank you [livejournal.com profile] rabid1st for helping me clean it up a bit.
Disclaimer: Not mine… never will be.
Summary: Ten II and Jackie discuss the Doctor’s motives for leaving Rose behind.
Author’s Note: This is written partially as an answer to a prompt I received fourteen months ago from [livejournal.com profile] nicis_anatomy because of my A-Z drabble prompt post, and because there are so many people losing hope about Ten/ Rose.

“The individual must not merely wait and criticize, he must defend the cause the best he can. The fate of the world will be such as the world deserves.” -- Albert Einstein



He stood staring out the window at the stars, watching as the black silhouettes blocked out the light as they moved across the sky. The stars flicked in and out as the celestial traffic moved across the cosmic expanse.

With a heavy sigh he ran a hand through his hair. Barely one day in and he was already antsy. Everything inside of him wanted to go out and explore those stars, find new planets, but he would never get to.

The other him had made sure of that.

The door behind him opened. He didn’t need time lords senses to know Jackie Tyler when he heard her. Even at a normal human level, he could still recognize her footfalls anywhere.

“Is she finally asleep?” he asked, not turning around.

“Yeah,” Jackie replied as she stepped up beside him, looking out at the grounds. “How many times must she go back to him before he gets it through his thick skull?”

He shook his head. Of course the Doctor knew why she did it. He always knew. He just refused to admit it to himself. Because he knew better for her. Always knew what she should have.

This idiotic arrangement was just another crack pot idea.

It wasn’t just that he wanted what he thought was better for her. He was afraid.

“He doesn’t want to hurt her,” he said finally, voicing the thoughts bombarding his brain. Even as a human his brain was going a million miles an hour.

“And this isn’t hurting her?” Jackie spat bitterly.

She’d just spent an hour trying to be sure Rose wasn’t doing herself harm. For all the sobbing she was doing was making Jackie nervous. She sounded worse than she ever had after Canary Warf.

He sighed, trying to think of a way to describe what he meant.

“He was shot, Jackie. He was supposed to die. He should have died. Should have regenerated, but he didn’t. He cast his regeneration off onto his hand. He wasted it. Now he is going to suffer the consequences of his actions.”

“And what would that be?" she snapped. "I don’t see how that is supposed to make anyone feel better. He's just shoving her here like a little momento in a box kept under the bed.”

Jackie drummed her hands on the window ledge. She was rather thankful it was dark in this room. Given ferocity of her anger, she might very well feel the urge to take out her aggression on he companion, for all he looked just like the man she was so frustrated with.

“He’s going mad.”

She just rolled her eyes.

“He’s already bonkers.”

He turned to her, his eye sparkling eerily in the dim light from the window as he said, “No, Jackie, he is going to lose all self control.”

She stared at him, thunderstruck. This clone was just as bonkers as the man who’d left him here. The Doctor wasn’t going to lose his self control. He was just being a complete idiot much as he always was.

“It’s going to happen gradually. Bit by bit his sanity is going to wane, and he will no longer be able to fight the impulse to play God with those around him. He’ll be the most destructive force in the universe.”

He furrowed his brow as he thought about the chaos and destruction the time lord him would likely cause in the other world.

They stood in silence for a while, as Jackie digested the thought he’d just given her.

“He was right to leave her here,” he said finally.

“What? With you?” Jackie said. “Lot of good you’ve been for her. She’s still heartsick over him. Isn’t there something you can do about that?”

“I love her, Jackie, but I’m not in love with her. I’ll keep her safe here, out of trouble, while I find a way to take her back to him.”

“But I thought you said he would be dangerous?”

He nodded.

“Then why would you take her back to him?”

“Because he needs her. She is the only thing that can save him from himself.”

Date: 2009-11-22 06:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgaine-nicely.livejournal.com
ooh i love it :)

Date: 2009-11-23 12:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrs_roy.livejournal.com

It was fab, honestly it made me smile. But I am sill sulking! Not Happy Jan! (That's an Aussie saying you have to know to understand) ..

Hawt Tennant always helps!

Date: 2009-11-22 08:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alizarin-skies.livejournal.com
LOVE THIS :D
*We really need more somewhat hopeful/non fatalistic post WoM Ten/Rose fics like this*

Date: 2009-11-22 09:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] starmalachite.livejournal.com
Yup, this is pretty much how I always figured things would fall out between Other 10 & Rose. Especially once Donna's personality starts to resurface. Do please continue.

Date: 2009-11-22 09:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nicis-anatomy.livejournal.com
Wow, awesome! I love it! And I have to admit I totally forgot about that prompt. I'm more than glad that you didn't! Thank you! This is ... brilliant and I can so see that on the show.

Date: 2009-11-23 06:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nicis-anatomy.livejournal.com
Oh, I had no idea that this prompt was haunting you for so long. Sorry ... but I'm more than glad then that you manage to get it out of your system ;) And who knows ... maybe that's what will happen this Christmas *g*

Don't worry. I don't mind. Not at all. I'm happy that you wrote it at all!

Date: 2009-11-22 11:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sapphire-child.livejournal.com
“Because he needs her. She is the only thing that can save him from himself.”

Exactly, exactly, exactly. Oh Ten...

Date: 2009-11-22 02:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] earlgreytea68.livejournal.com
Oooh, interesting twist. I like this idea! The botched regenerations *should* have consequences! (Other than a clone running around. The Doctor would have done that ages ago just to get a friend!)

Date: 2009-11-22 02:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tempusdominus10.livejournal.com
WOw. I wonder how it's going to end? WEll, I hope. I have it good that it might.

Good job, man. DAMN.

I was listening to Evanescence's HEllo when I read this... DAMN.

Date: 2009-11-22 03:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sensiblecat.livejournal.com
Thanks for this. I still believe that something similar could happen.

Date: 2009-11-22 05:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maniacalshen.livejournal.com
This point of view, I like VERY much. :D Nice job.

Date: 2009-11-23 04:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maniacalshen.livejournal.com
No, I just COMPLETELY lost track of [livejournal.com profile] time_and_chips! And then I remembered that I loved your stuff, but I was holy crap behind on it all. I have it bookmarked, though!

I wish they let me use livejournal at work... I'd get through so much fic! Hell, I already write it there.

Date: 2009-11-22 07:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladymalchav.livejournal.com
God, I am SO tired of reading posts by fans who just don't get it. As much as I love some of my LJ friends, I just cannot get into the happy little 'verse they've made for themselves where it's possible for Rose to be anything close to happy without the REAL Doctor, and he her. It's SO GOOD to come and be reassured that I'm not the only one clinging to what made me love the ship in the first place. People bandy around the phrase One True Pairing like a modifying adjective, not an absolute, but for me it is. Doctor(PROPER DOCTOR)/Rose is my OTP, and no substitutes will do!

Date: 2009-11-22 10:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wiggiemomsi.livejournal.com
Word!!

(Per 'UrbanDictionary.com: "Word" has no single meaning, but is used to convey a casual sense of affirmation, acknowledgment, agreement, or to indicate that something has impressed you favorably.)

Date: 2009-11-23 05:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pncwho.livejournal.com
You are not the only one who feels this way. Many of us felt cheated by TSE/JE, and still feel that way nearly a year and a half later. It's like exchanging a diamond for a rhinestone.

Date: 2009-11-22 10:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wiggiemomsi.livejournal.com
*OMG*

This little fic hits ALL the right places in my heart!

'“I love her, Jackie, but I’m not in love with her. I’ll keep her safe here, out of trouble, while I find a way to take her back to him.”'

Oooh, I LIKE this. I, too, would LOVE to read more in this 'verse; any takers??

Date: 2009-11-23 02:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wiggiemomsi.livejournal.com
I haven't seen you around in ages! Hello!

Howdy back at you! I've had to back off a bit from Live Journal; RL "poked" at my family a few times too many, and I had to deal with it. Don't know if I'll be staying, but will try to comment more ... promise!

*Hugs*

Date: 2009-11-23 12:45 am (UTC)
glory_jean: (Default)
From: [personal profile] glory_jean
That's a thought. You'd hope there had to be a *reason* he would act so out of character in JE. But cutting off connections with people isn't known to be conducive for mental stability.

Date: 2009-11-23 01:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyofgallifrey.livejournal.com
Ok, this works for me. As my icon shows, it's the "brown" Doctor with Rose equalling "happy ever after". You got it exactly right! HE (Ten) needs HER (Rose). So... where's the rest? ;-)

Seriously, I haven't seen TWOM and don't want to (me = still in denial), but I don't accept that Ten goes to Rose and stays with her until she dies. I think what I like most about this is that it gives weight and reason for Rose as Bad Wolf. And as a nod to [livejournal.com profile] earlgreytea68 in both her Chaos!verse and "The Switch" (just posted above), I think it is necessary to show how/why Bad Wolf "works". If Jack, Nine, the Daleks, and who knows what else (hmmm?) were affected by Bad Wolf, then how can it be that Rose WAS NOT?

I do hope you continue with this!
Edited Date: 2009-11-23 01:26 am (UTC)

Date: 2009-11-23 03:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyofgallifrey.livejournal.com
I need to clarify something here (and please forgive my incoherence - I blame it on lack of food - I got totally distracted reading fic and it's like, 9pm! I forgot to eat dinner!): I haven't seen TWOM but I have seen the fics that others are writing that use it as a vehicle for having Ten find Rose and either "steal a bit of a life" with her or stay with her for her life (this is, I believe, what [livejournal.com profile] earlgreytea68 does in "The Switch"). To tie this all together is the point I was trying to make - and that [livejournal.com profile] milieva's story does very nicely - is to show that there is a good reason why Ten would/should go back for Rose and that the Bad Wolf still has a role yet to play in the story. My preference is for Rose to be nearly as "timeless" as Jack, but not immortal.

I hope I didn't compound the incoherence of my original post.

I'm going to go eat now. Really. What, I have no idea... anyone have any cookies? I have milk!

Date: 2009-11-23 03:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] roselikeschips.livejournal.com
“It’s going to happen gradually. Bit by bit his sanity is going to wane, and he will no longer be able to fight the impulse to play God with those around him. He’ll be the most destructive force in the universe.”

that line made me almost need to change my panties. xD

wow...that was so... sad...and ...amazing...and I love your ten2 here.

Date: 2009-11-23 05:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] julesndairyland.livejournal.com
Great job!

Gave me lots to think about...

Date: 2009-11-23 06:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-caligari.livejournal.com
I love this explanation, it just makes sense, especially in light of what we've seen.

Date: 2009-11-24 03:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] susanb03.livejournal.com
This was so right on

Date: 2009-11-25 06:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] achuislemochroi.livejournal.com
I rather love this.

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